i want to break free

assalamualaikum..here i am at home, waiting for hubby to have our dinner at in-laws'. im on leave today..still got few more days to go..next week's friday & the balance are to be finished off next month. i wanted so much to carry fwd my leave to next year but was prohibited by lj..i have no concrete reason actually..dont feel like taking holiday after 2 weeks ++ of my mcs..but was forced to do so..its not i want to die for the company but so many things to do..so little done at office..i've voluntered to do ot tomorrow..we are still waiting for that sv to come over but still no news yet. since i dun really have plan this weekend except to go back to mom's, why not i spent sometime in office (daaaa :P)

hubby just called. he's on his way back.yeay..miss him the whole day..accidentally looked at some of his stuff this evening while i was searching for naruto's vcd and found his pix, his certs. sorry hubby to look at those without ur permission. he still keep my pix in his album..im flattered..i did not even bring my pix album when i moved into our house. i left it at mom's. i'll bring it someday and show it to you hubby.

hmm what is it that i want to break free from, i wonder. sometimes, some words crossed my mind without a reason..maybe i just want to break free from my daily office works. i enjoyed cleaning up our house today even though im a bit exhausted. but at office, no matter how tired i was i didnt feel this kind of happy-to-see-the-result-in-front-of-your-eyes..

mala send sms to me this evening while i was sleeping. didnt reply to her immediately. she called earlier but i love my eyes the most :P she was one of my close friend in cbn. she's now an english teacher in penang for std 6 student. forgot to ask her school's name. she has been married for 1++ years and with no kid yet..according to her doc, she's having some hormone problem in her body. pity her..im sure one day Allah will grant her wish to have kids, right mala? work smart & pray hard ok? as for me, i told her bout my miscarriage last month. she also prayed that i will get pregnant soon. later in the evening, after performing my solat, i called her. we talked about each other's life and also laughed all the way. its so good to have your old friend keeping in touch after sometimes both of u went missing :)