never thot it would be this hard

assalamualaikum..i know life is not easy but i just dont want to make it hard..how if it has become harder? am i able to handle that? i know hubby is around but can he be there all the time?

im suppose to get my new car this week but the loan processing took up till a week without any news. hubby called pb call centre and inquired this afternoon. later i received call from setapak branch with regards to my loan. i have succeed the credit checking but the thing is, they only want to finance upto rm45k..i have another auto loan under my name with other financial institution..where are we going to find another rm3k..we have been waiting for a week..hubby has gone thru all the hasle..believe me, it isnt that easy..and what i heard today is this? this is so frustrating..:( i have dreamt of driving the car but now..i dunno if ever can make my dream come true..