im drowning

im drowning in my works..i have to handle 2 teams nowadays..suhaila has left us :( i was instructed to handle her group until such time new sv is coming in..i hate the job initially but this is my 4th day and its not that bad..i have 2 team leaders and 1 hos to assist me..taraa! im not alone after all :) suhaila, ill take care of ur x-team..dun worry

true enuf, of all my job descriptions that have been assigned to me, i hate (again?) to go for product briefing especially when the briefing involve loan or investment product. i believe the lack of foundation in these 2 'evil' makes me wants to close my eyes and just assigned my TL to releif me..but i cant do that right? im paid to do whatever that has been prescribed in my jd..sighh

Ya Allah, give me strength & wisdom to go on with life. life goes on & i dunt want to simply loose my temper. hubby, do guide me to the right path. i want to live with you here and thereafter..miss my mom..miss my dad..ya Allah, pls take care of my parents..cant wait to go back to mom's this weekend to meet ain and danish..it has been almost 3 weeks since i last meet them. i wonder what are they capable of doing now :)